8/7/2024: I began the day at 3 in the morning when some nightmares that I do not feel like going into detail on were plaguing my sleep. I woke up around 10:30 and discovered my boss had cancelled work for the day; from this point the morning was rather uneventful. At 3:30 I left the house, got my classic order from Mickey D's (#1 Large, No pickles, And a Dr. Pepper). After this I dropped my youunger brother off at his math tutoring program and proceeded to the best place on earth. This afformentioned "best place on earth" is Guth (Richard L. Guthrie Skatepark). Once I arrived I went under the nearby bleachers and began to touch up some old throwies and put a couple tags on the wall. After this I posted up and began to wait for my friends Uri, and Felix. When they arrived the two were absolutely faded. I recently quit most drugs and I won't lie the fresh dispensary cart was quite the temptation. But urges aside we sat around and I made a RYO cigarette (roll your own) with my fresh pack of Raws. It was quite the sesh and we were all very buzzed. Soon after Felix had to go and it was just Uri and I. We skated up to Bengal mart to refuel on snacks and went back to Guth. After a bit of skating we resolved to drive up to Millie's house and hang out. When we got there Millie was surprised (and mildly dissatified) about our revival. We hung out for a bit and Uri went home for dinner. After a bit Uri returned and the three of us went climbing. After climbing for a good hour or two I drove the two to their respective homes and headed home.
8/8/2024: Another day began and I woke up in my bed finding myself rather sore from skateboarding yesterday. I ad another mundane morning and at 12pm my ucle who also happens to be my boss came to my house and assisted me with installing some patio lights. Afterwards I rode with him to work. Todays work was cleaning and maintnence on a scissor lift. This work was not difficult but was most definitely tedious. Afterwards I got a ride to Fairmont Skatepark and waited there for my friend Uri. As I was waiting for Uri I skated for about an hour and quickly ran out of water in the 97 degree weather. When Uri arrived I was definitely sad to see he had no water so skating was delayed. We skated up to RAUNCH Skate and records and I bought a patch, a couple of pins, and a new piece. We then skated back to Fairmont and stopped at Smiths for free water. When we arrived at Fairmont it was still sweltering hot but that did not deter us. Today I was working on getting backside pop-shuvit out of bank and Uri was working on nollie frontside heelflips. After a bit of skating we saw an old friend from drum circle who, side tangent, just turned 13 and should most definitely not be smoking or a drug dealer. After talking to him we skated for a bit and had to catch public transit since we didn't have our cars. We took the bus up to Uri's house and had some really good black bean burgers. And as always I was very impressed at his parents cooking skills. After this we went to the nearby church, street skated, and smoked a cigar. After about an hour at the church I went to my dads house since it was close and hitched a ride home. Even though he usually is quite the eccentric man he seemed unusually odd on the car ride. He made a comment about how the moon looked weird and also made multiple wrong turns and keptsaying that my pretty normal apartment complex was weird looking and said that the turn to my condo didn't look like a street. I got home took a shower and sat down at my computer and watched an interesting video about the Kennedy assasination specifically about the government cover-up and investigation into the assasnation.
8/9/2024: As I began the day I wondered what I was going to do today. I ended up calling Uri and headed over to his house at 12. When I got there Uri and Felix were absolutely faded and honesly it wasn't very fun being the sober one in the group. I ended up having two shots of tequila and a beer and that got me to their level. We went down to the nearby church and in another lapse of judgement took 2 cart rips. Ultimately since I haven't smoked in so long I should be fine on my probation drug tests but it was still a mistake and relapse. Afterwards I was extremely faded and was honestly feeling pretty good. After Felix went home we were'nt skating anymore and just sat in the grass at the church and listened to DAMN. by Kendrick Lamar. After this we wen't back to Uri's and my girlfriend ended up testing me that she was on her way back from her vacation. She had been on a vacation since Monday and had no reception so I was really happy to hear from her. I ended up spending he rest of the time at Uri's house texting her and Uri kinda got ignore which was kinda rude of me but I was just so happy to hear from her. We ended up planning to meet at my house on Sunday since it's my friend Lexi's birthday tomorrow and I promised her I'd be there. I'm really excited to see her on Sunday, she's gonna come to my house and we're ging to be going on a hinke and I'm getting some acid sunday so we're going on a hike and tripping together. I'm going to take this oppurtunity to discuss my sobriety. After rehab I saw how I didn't have the self control to use cannabis anymore with the fact that I wouldn't go a single moment of any day not faded and it wasn't sustainable especially being on probation with regular urine screens. I also had issues with staying sober off of harder substances especially when the weed just wasn't hitting anymore. I had a big wake-up moment when I but an unusually cheap gram of MDMA which turned out to be straight meth. After rehab I've decided that I'll be exclusively using lsd, and psilocybin at max once monthly and still using nicotine. But there will be no more weed, adderall, MDMA, alcohol, or any of the other even harder drugs I've experimented with. Sunday is going to be my first time taking lsd in two months and to be honest I am a little nervous but I think it'll be a good experience. One of the main reason these psychedelics aren't included is I've never abused them in the same way, and I've found that they have had drastic positive effects on my outlook and perspective on life. That's about all I have for today.
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